Sesik (R.I.P 27/11/11)

Yesterday one of our cat died. Its a she and we named her Sesik, she is a white coloured cat, with beautiful blue eyes.

i remembered one day when my daughter brought her home. she is so small and soo.. white. :)

i missed her, even though she sometimes irritates us with her squealing meows, but she is extraordinary.

i don't really like her when she first came to our house. i think back, how i treated her badly. how i just toss her around. but, she will keep on coming back. one thing that is unique and distinctive about her is that, she likes to suckle. she'd suckle on my daughters ears, mouth... =.='

i did kept some of her pictures suckling.. :D

hearing stories on how my daughter found sesik, is very sad. it is a good thing that we took her in. at least she had that pampered life before she ends. she was separated from her mom during birth. there were 4 of them. 2 were taken. leaving her and one of her sibling. no one wanted to take her in, she was left alone, when someone took her sibling. she was wandering about the 'kedai makan' being kicked and tossed around. i curse the people that threw this kittens. at least let them be with their mother for a little while, to breastfeed. just because they are animals, doesnt mean that they dont have feelings.

i had no remorse at that time of what i did to her.. (at that time)... but then it struck me... painfully.. she felt sick, i was terrified. we brought her to the vet. she had pneumonia. we did not check her for FIP. i just cant bear the news actually. we continued her medicine. she was okay. but, once her medicine finished, it struck her again. she had difficulty breathing again. this convince me. she had FIP. we were to late yesterday, she was in her last breath, she died during a procedure. her lungs is already fill with fluid. three cats of mine died this year only. this has been a sad..sad.. year.

I regret of what i have done to her. but i tried to give her the best during her stay.at least she had the best during her short life. i am glad we took her in. i am sorry of what i did to her...

i miss her, last night i dreamt of her..

RIP - Sesik